by Carol Sandford
Disclaimer still there, somewhere. Who cares??
Set: When Will leaves Betazed
~I can‘t believe you‘ve gone. I can‘t believe you walked away without
putting up a fight. I know you wouldn‘t have won, and I guess you knew it
too, but at least you could have tried.
I miss you.
I wonder what you are doing, up there, in space. Are you thinking about me
like I am thinking about you?
I hope so.
Oh God, I hope so.
I wonder if you will come back. I wonder if you‘ll fight for me next time.
How long shall I wait? I would wait for you forever, my love. But I‘m not
going to, and you wouldn‘t want me to.
But I will, if not in body, I will in my heart. I know one day you‘ll come
back. Will it be tomorrow. Will it be next week. Next month. Next year?
How will I stand the wait. How will I stand not having you hold me, kissing
me, loving me.
We created a universe, you and I, a universe that will only fit you and I.
There will never be another that will take that place, ever.
Whether I will be at home, or out there, somewhere, we will find each other
again. Of that I am certain. You know it too, I saw it in your eyes when
you left me, crying as though my heart would break.
It did break.
I‘m waiting for you to come back and mend it, and you will, Imzadi...