Will felt his knuckles crack as his fist connected with the Klingon's jaw.
The big man howled with fury as he staggered back from the force of the impact.
His enemy's eyes opened wide when he realised that he wasn't even going to
let him recover from the severity of the first punch, and before he could stand
upright, Will dived at him again, his head making contact his chest.
Worf grabbed hold of Will's tunic at the shoulders with an attempt to keep
upright, and failing to do so, they both crashed to the floor. Will making the
most of the situation, now having the upperhand of landing on top of him,
brought his fist back high to his shoulder, his knuckles turned white as he
readied to punch him again.
Worf looked up at his Commanders face. Seeing his anger and hatred blazing in
the bright blue eyes that now looked like chips of cold ice, he knew that he had
lost, and at the moment he saw Will's fist coming towards his face, he put his
own hands up to protect himself, his submission quickly falling from his lips.
'STOP!, Commander...Please!...I'm sorry, If you want her, take her... I will
not stand in your way anymore, just , please...don't hit me again...Please...'
Will's hand stopped in mid air as he looked into Worf's face. As he gingerly
wiped at his own mouth, looking at the blood that was now smeared across the
back of his hand, it gave him a great feeling of satisfaction when he saw it. He
had won against the man as big as himself, and as he leaned on the floor to aid
his way up from his knees, he winced as he did so. The pain in his hands
reminding him of the last punch he had thrown at the Klingon's rock hard jaw,
and knew he had broken at least two of his knuckles. He turned his attention
back to Worf who had also struggled to a stand, and he smirked when he saw that
he was in worse shape than himself. Backing away from him, he could not resist
the barbed jibe as he snarled,
'Deanna is mine, and she will always be mine, no matter how many times she
looks elsewhere, she will always come back to me...ALWAYS!... WE are Imzadi...'
Will Riker turned and walked away, staggering from the blows that Worf had
managed to rain on his body. His rapidly blinding headache vaguely acknowledging
that he could also probably have a couple of broken ribs too. He groaned out his
'Computer... end programme'
The room shimmered back to its original yellow grid as Will made his way out
of the steel doors.
Turning into the corridor, he nearly collided with Beverly Crusher. He
visibly winced as she reached out to steady both herself and him,
'Oh, Will...I am so sorry...' she paused mid sentence when she saw the condition that he was in. She quickly reached into her pocket and pulled out her ever present tricorder.
Running it efficiently over Will's body, her eyes met his. She noticed that
he had the grace to blush a little. Trying to make light of the situation, she
smiled gently at him,
'Well, I hope the other guy is still alive!...'
As her examination finished he heard her tut to herself,
'Will, you have three fractured fingers, one broken rib. You have massive
bruising down your left side and countless grazes on your face, and an eye
that's already turning a nice shade of purple...come on, let's get you back to
sickbay and get you sorted out...again!'
At the mention of sickbay, Will groaned, and tried to evade her arm reaching
out to steer him towards the turbolift, but she was ready for his little
'Oh no you don't Will Riker, your coming with me, like it or not!'
He dragged after her, looking rather like a naughty school boy that had been
caught scrapping behind the bike sheds.
As they approached the sickbay, Will was glad that it appeared to be empty. He swung himself up onto a biobed and watched as Beverly busied herself gathering the various instruments to mend his broken body once more.
Beverly looked quietly at what she considered, one of her closest friends.
The pain she felt for him was evident in her clear blue eyes. Her voice barely
rose above a whisper as she tried to get some answers from him,
He shrugged, his voice low and embarrassed, mumbled his unwilling admission.
'It makes me feel better... it's the only way I can deal with the situation
at the moment'
He looked away, clearly upset, and her heart broke when he looked to her
again, and she saw the shimmer of tears in those liquid blue eyes. She gently
touched his cheek, forcing him to look at her,
'Why won't you tell her Will...Please?'
His voice broke as his eyes looked despairingly at her,
'I can't Beverly, I promised I would never stand in her way with anyone...I
just want her to be happy'
Beverly looked at him in exasperation, her voice rising to screaming pitch,
'But what about YOU Will, What about YOUR happiness?'
His barely audible answer as he slid off the biobed told Beverly that he
wanted this conversation finished with.
'I lost my chance of happiness a long time ago...'
He turned to leave, but stopped to look back at her, and giving her shoulder
a quick squeeze, whispered
'Thanks Bev...next time I'll try and hit something a bit softer than his jaw'
She watched him swiftly walk out of the sickbay door, knowing he would be
back within the week...
When Deanna finally emerged from the bathroom, her pallor made her normally beautiful elfin face look like she had dunked her head in a bowl of flour. After yet another bout of throwing up, it had finally sunk in...she was pregnant.
'How could I have been so stupid, I'm always so careful, how could it have
She racked her brains for an answer, the light suddenly dawning when she
remembered a very unpleasant tummy bug she'd had a couple of weeks ago. It could
only have been then.
She sat heavily on the bed, her legs still eneasy from the exertion of
emptying her stomach for the umpteenth time. An overwhelming misery washed over
her, making unwelcome tears spring to her eyes.
Her only concern was for the man who she thought would be the only one she
would be having babies with, and it was only him that she dreaded a reaction
from. She remembered his response from the time when an alien entity entered her
body, which had produced her first born son, Ian. She groaned aloud when she
pictured his face at the news then. What would he say to Worf fathering her
baby...She groaned again,
'My god...what am I going to tell Will?...'
They had been so distant since she and Worf had been an item. Many times she
had tried to reach into his mind, but he had blocked every single effort...and
that had hurt beyond belief.
But on top of that, he avoided being alone with her. Several times she had
walked into a room, only to watch his retreating back practically run out of the
door. Deanna knew it would not be long before they would get both their asses
hauled before the Captain, as it was getting beyond control.
And now...now she was pregnant...with Worf's baby.
She smiled gently as she thought about Worf. She still was not sure why they
were together.Oh, he had his sweet moments. Not many, granted, but sometimes he
really made a huge effort to be romantic. And underneath that scowl, laid a very
sweet, gentle... exept when they were making love...very sincere, Klingon...and
now she was going to have a klingon baby.
Her mind wandered back to when she had Ian, he was such a beautiful child,
albeit an alien child, but he was hers nevertheless, and she had genuinly loved
him. It took a long time to get over his loss, with a lot of help from Will, and
Beverly...Beverly! She had better go and make sure this pregnancy was for real
before she even dared to take the next step...
Beverly was staring at her computer screen when she heard the door hiss open
to admit her dearest friend on the Enterprise. Her delight at seeing Deanna was
evident on her smiling face,
'Deanna!, this is a nice surprise, I didn't expect to see you until this
evening at the poker game...Oh...don't tell me, Worf's been a little rough with
his 'adoration' of you again...'
Her infectious grin was very knowing, considering that she usually saw Deanna
at least three times a week, usually for minor abrasions, and more commonly,
Her pretty face suddenly changed when she realised that this was not going to
be a 'normal' visit. Her professional mode kicked in as she stood and ushered
her friend towards a biobed, her hand automatically reaching into her pocket,
Deanna looked into her eyes, and Beverly instantly saw that her friend was
'I think I'd like you to tell me...'
Beverly's tricorder started to scan over Deanna's body. As she did so, she
tried getting more information from her,
'What's the matter Deanna, don't you feel well this morning?'
Deanna didn't bother answering her, just waited for Beverly to find it
herself. And when she heard her gasp, she knew she'd found it. Beverly couldn't
believe her eyes. she ran the tricorder over her body again, hoping that it had
been a mistake...it wasn't.
The two friends silently stared at each other, for what seemed an eternity,
until Beverly gently whispered,
'Oh Deanna...Your pregnant...!'
Deanna shuddered out the breath that she did not even know she had been
'I know Beverly, I just needed you to confirm it for me'
They both sat, stunned in their own little world, and at the same time, the
same thought ran through their head
*What are we going to tell Will?...*
Will finished his shift. It had been a very trying, and a very exhausting
day. His body still ached from the blows he had secretly welcomed from the only
man who could match him, blow to blow.
The pain made his miserable life a little easier to live with, knowing that
when he was particularly upset or angry, he could go and punch the living
daylights out of the one person who had caused it.
Not until he had gotten over losing his Imzadi, and he knew that he never
would, not for as long as his body drew breath, and at the rate he was going,
not for much longer if Worf had his own way. But he was not going to give him
the satisfaction. Even if it did mean battling with a hologram several times a
He chided himself for not letting Beverly finish her job on him this morning.
But he was damned if he was going to crawl back to her, and face another
inquistion about his love life, or lack of...
Several times he thought he was going to get summoned to the Captain's ready
room. He had caught Picard watching him on numerous occasions, usually as he
either grimmaced with pain when he moved.
Or the long silences that seemed to be now commonplace from him as he
constantly thought about her. What he'd lost. What he'd give to get her back
where she belonged. In his arms, in his bed. He wanted to be back within her
heart, her body and her soul. He just... wanted her back...and he didn't know
how without breaking his own promise...
He had seriously considered asking for a transfer, but he did not want to
leave her behind, so he figured it was better to stay, just to be near her, and
be miserable, rather than not at all. He knew he could not live without knowing
his Imzadi was within safe reach...even if had to include Worf!
The Captain was fully aware of his plight, and was trying to delay the
inevitable for as long as possible, hoping things would return back to normal
before drastic changes were going to have to be made. Like ordering either Will
or Deanna into transfering to another starship, which he obviously did not want.
Will was like a son to him, and he was extremely fond of the pretty Betazoid,
and was loathe to lose either of them. But things were reaching a critical point
where he was not going to be able to ignore the situation for much longer.
He knew Will was regularly visiting the holodecks. Beverly had been keeping
him apprised of his declining mental and physical health, and in any other
circumstances, he would have ordered him to see a counselor, but that was out of
Will could not even bear to be in the same room as her, which was becoming a
problem on the work front. He knew it was not going to be long before he was
going to need both their talents.
Sooner or later, something happens, out there. He just was not sure if his
finest officers could put aside their differences and do their job.
Worf admitted himself into Deanna's quarters, and instinctivly knew something was wrong. She had always met him with a welcoming kiss and a huge smile.
But today he found her sitting with her back to him, staring out of the
porthole at the passing stars. So deep in thought, she had not even heard him
come in, and it scared Worf to know that she was probably thinking about
He unconsciously growled, which alerted Deanna that she was no longer alone.
Still with her back to him, he watched her movements and realised that she was
wiping her face. He gasped when he realised that she was crying.
When Deanna had considered herself suitable to face him. Worf's anger erupted
when she finally turned and he saw her watery smile. Her welcome dying on her
lips when she saw how angry he was.
She was astounded when he turned and walked back out of the door without
saying a word. Her tears returned in earnest when she realised that he had taken
her misery the wrong way, assuming it was about Will, when, for a change, it
Worf found himself in the Ten Forward lounge without even realising he had
got there. Guinan watched the huge Klingon enter the room, anger radiating from
every pore of his body. She watched in awe as fellow shipmates took a wide berth
around him. He placed himself on a stool at the furthest point of the bar, and
as she went and stood quietly in front of him, he looked up at her, surprised ,
'Your usual, Mr. Worf?'
He grunted his reply, and she quietly served him his drink and then just as
quietly sidled away. She knew that he did not want to talk, and for that alone,
he was grateful...
Some time, and some drinks later, his initial anger had turned to a simmering
irritation. As he finally acknowledged where he was, he looked around the room.
His eyes rested on the back of the solitary figure, who too, was staring out of
the porthole at the passing stars. Just like Deanna had been.
Worf sighed. Things had to change. But however many times he tried to hate
Will Riker, he could not, And before he knew it, he found himself quietly
standing a few feet behind him.
Worf started slightly when he heard the low, sombre voice speak to him.
'Yes Mr. Worf, what can I do for you?'
For several moments Worf pondered on what to say to him, he finally settled
'I do love the Counselor...deeply Commander, and I promise, that whilst she
is with me, you have my solemn oath as a Klingon warrior, that no harm will come
to her...I just wanted you to know that sir...'
Will slowly swung his chair around to face him, his eyes travelling up to his
face. Worf could see that the smile that Will had plastered across his face did
not quite reach his eyes, but he did not really expect it to. He did not expect
his first quiet response either,
'I know you do Worf, and for that I will be eternally grateful. She deserves
to be happy, god knows, I can't seem to be able to occomplish it, and you have
But Will's next words turned his blood cold,
'But Mr. Worf, if you ever hurt her, I swear, I will personally tear you limb
from limb. I will gladly let you die like a true Klingon warrior...'
And with that, he swung the chair slowly back to its original position and
continued his stargazing.
Worf stood for a few moments longer, letting the words sink in. But in those
few moments, he realised that he and Deanna had no chance of a long term
relationship whilst they were all on board the ship.
When Worf finally walked away from him, the bartenders eyes followed him out,
but quickly looked back to huge shoulders that had now slumped down forlornly,
his head bowed. Guinan watched sadly as his hand came up to cover his eyes, and
she knew...that he was silently weeping.
His decision made, Worf made his way back to Deanna's quarters. He let
himself in to find her pacing the floor. She stopped as she heard him enter, but
before she had a chance to say anything, he held up his hand to stop her. She
sensed what he had to say was important, so she kept quiet to let him have his
'Deanna... You and I are going to leave the Enterprise. We are going to start
afresh on another starship. I think it would be best.'
She stared open mouthed at him, at a total loss as what to say, it was the
last thing she was expecting, and the last thing she wanted. Especially now,
He held up his hand to silence her again, his voice determined.
'No Deanna, I will not discuss this now, I know its an important decision for
us, but under the circumstances, you leave me little choice. I know why you
don't want to leave, but I think HE is the main reason we have to do this, it is
the only way we will ever be free of him...'
Understanding finally registered in her mind, and she knew that Deanna had to
try to make him understand,
'But Worf...if I were a million miles away from him, I would not be free...we
are Imzadi..., I thought you understood that'
She jumped, fear making her eyes wide as he angrily shouted,
'Enough!. I do not need it forced down my throat. We will leave, you have no
choice if you want to be with me...I can no longer tolerate this situation'
His voice changed, concern evident on his austere face,
'And to perfectly honest, I don't think Commander Riker can take much more
Deanna heart raced as his words filtered through the onslaught of his
'What do you mean Worf, is he in trouble?, I don't sense that he is...'
As the words spilled out of her mouth, the following silence rammed home to
her just what he had meant...
(One week later...)
'RED ALERT!...ALL HANDS TO BATTLE STATIONS!...'
All hands flew to their designated stations to await further instructions.
Everyone watched the view-screen as the Klingon bird-of-prey uncloaked before
them. Surprise showed on their faces because as soon as the ship had made its
presence known, it disappeared again.
All senior officers looked to each other for an answer. They all at the same point in time looked to their chief security officer for any explanation, only to find him missing from his station.
Picard looked to Will, Will shrugged his reply. Now Picard was angry. It was
one thing to leave your post without permission, it was entirely another when
they had a situation.
'Computer, locate Lieutenant Worf'
A stunned silence followed the ever positive response,
'Lieutenant Worf is no longer on board the Enterprise'
Will had a bad feeling, reaching into his mind, he searched for Deanna. His
shock turning into panic when he could not find what he was looking for. He
stared at his Captain who was watching the various thoughts and scenario's
flitting across the young man's face, and he unsteadily asked the question that
he already knew the answer to,
'Computer, locate Counselor Troi'
And the same unemotional response came back,
'Counselor Troi is no longer on board the Enterprise'
Picard watched the colour drain from his Commander's face as the shock
settled over the handsome features. Still watching him, he carefully asked Data,
'Mr. Data, can you get a fix on their location?'
Data's hands flew over the console in front of him at a speed that only Data
could achieve. Eventually he turned his yellow eyes back to his Captain,
'I am sorry sir, the Klingon vessel has left no trace.'
No one turned when the door hissed open to admit a very worried Beverly. Only
her voice broke the silence that had fell on the bridge when she asked the
'Is it true...Have they really taken Deanna and Worf?'
She looked from one officer to another waiting for an answer, her
professional eyes taking in the pallor on Will's face. Data chose to be the one
to answer her.
'Apparently so Doctor Crusher, it has become obvious that it was their
intention to do so, and also to make sure they could not be traced'
Will's quiet voice finally spoke when the realisation became obvious,
'I don't think they've been kidnapped...I think they've left on purpose...'
The Captain turned on his First officer, expecting an explanation for his
'Explain yourself Commander!'
The Captain watched him take a loud swallow, his eyes taking on a defeated
'I think they might have eloped...'
Picard stared at Will as though he had lost his mind,
'Worf would never have placed Deanna in such a hazardous situation. She could
not survive a Klingon's way of life, they're...BARBARIANS!...'
All eyes turned to Beverly when they heard her choked cry,
'Oh my god!...Oh my god, NO!'
Picard quickly went to her, reaching for her arm to steady her as she
unsteadily sat on the chair
'What is it Beverly...What's wrong?...'
She looked blankly at him, then turned her full stare to Will as she barely
'She's pregnant Will...Deanna's pregnant...'
Everything came to a full stop as Beverly's words filtered through Will's
already distraught and frantic mind. It screamed back to the last statement he
had ever wanted anyone else to utter... Deanna's pregnant...
His Imzadi was pregnant with someone else's baby...
Now along with the sheer terror of the predicament that she had placed
herself in, he had always held on to the dream of him and her eventually getting
over their commitment problems and having their own babies, together. And now
she was having...HIS baby, he was torn between a feeling he'd never known
before, anger at Worf, and much to his shame, anger at himself,
But as his mind made its way through the terrifing fog, it began to wonder how much Deanna was pregnant. She and Worf had only been together a couple of weeks, she would hardly of known.
Will's eyes found Beverly's. He searched and found the answer to the question
that began to pound through his head, over and over, but he still asked, he had
to hear her say it,
'It's my baby isn't it Doctor?...Deanna is carrying my baby.'
Beverly eyes glistened with tears as she answered with one, solitary word.
Even after three weeks aboard the Klingon ship, Deanna still feared for her
life...every single second of the day...
The Klingon's took great delight at taunting her. And frequently, the
taunting would result into a full scale battle right outside the door. Luckily
she had managed to damage the lock so no-one could enter, including Worf. But
even he could not stop the hot bloodied males that fantasised after the tiny
Betazoid woman, each wanting a little piece of the action. As well as the
Klingon women wanting to rip her apart purely because she was there, on their
turf, and was considered to be a threat.
Even Worf had not bargained for the agravation that she had created. Kurn had
been delighted to welcome his brother back into the Klingon fold, but he did not
think that he would bring a woman that clearly did not want to be here. A woman
he knew the Federation would happily start a war for.
So they had disappeared. First to the distant Halee System, then on to the
Kriosian System that was still under Klingon control, and finally ended up in
the Mempa System, landing on Morska which housed a sub-space monitoring
It had taken three weeks to get there, and believing that they had managed to
elude the Enterprise once and for all, the renegades had finally felt safe
enough to lie low for a while and take a breather.
Deanna had become locked within her own self, her mind constantly going over
the same questions, again and again,
*How could he do this to me?*
*What have I done to deserve this?*
and the only question that kept her sane
*Where are you Imzadi?*
She tried and tried, day in, day out to send to him, knowing it was the only
way they were going to trace her. But as the days flew by, she slowly come to
realise that they had managed to disappear into deep space.
With despair, Deanna knew she was totally alone, on a ship who's replicator
spewed out food that usually had her running for the bathroom. And no matter how
hard she tried, even for her baby's sake, she could not swallow the gagh, dead,
or alive...and so had become to depend on water. Deanna knew she was becoming
more and more weaker by the hour. Every day Worf had tried to talk to her, first
with aggression, then tenderness, then begging, and finally two days ago, he had
Beverly watched Will as she sat in Deanna's place on the bridge. He spent
almost every minute of the day here now, watching, and waiting...She was deeply
concerned about him, most of the time, he sat, with his eyes shut, trying to
find Deanna within his mind. Despair reflecting in them when he opened them
having failed, once again...
Will could not and would not, give up trying to reach her. He was sure she
was not dead. His gut instinct told him so, and it was that instinct alone that
kept him going. He was not going to give up until they had found her...
He nearly sobbed aloud whenever he thought of her. His mind pictured her
classically beautiful face, her luscious body...carrying his baby...The pain he
felt within his heart whenever he was reminded of it, nearly made him sick, and
over and over in his mind, he only one thought *if only you were mine Imzadi*...
Deanna gasped with shock as the pain ripped through her abdomen as she leant
over the bowl she had filled with water from the replicator, to try and wash the
worst of the grime from her face. She longed for a bath, or a sonic shower,
anything to make her feel clean again.
She knew there were showers on board, but knew she could not ask, the last
thing she wanted was Worf, or anyone else to see was that she was with child.
She had been so pleased that she had never gotten around to telling him.
The pain came again, causing her to double over, clutching her slightly
swollen tummy. She fought to keep the bile that rapidly rose to her mouth as the
implications to what was happening washed over her. Deanna silently fell to her
knees and begged.
*Oh no, no, no..I cannot lose the baby on board this ship!...Please, please
baby, stay within me'
But within two hours, she knew it was not going to be. The pains had become
unbearable and it took all her strength and willing not to scream out loud as
the baby slipped from her body, barely recognisible as a baby, but it broke
Deanna's heart that she had lost yet another life...
She waited for the heavy flow of blood to slow down, becoming a little
concerned when it didnot abate after several hours. But unsure if it was
surposed to be that way, Deanna crawled towards the toilet on all fours.
Unable to look at the tiny baby... Will's baby, she tenderly touched her
finger to her lips, kissed it gently and placed the shaking finger against its
barely formed cheek. Quietly sobbing, she placed it into the toilet and flushed
the tiny foetus away.
*Goodbye little one...I would have loved you with all my heart...I'm sorry*
Crawling back to the hard bed, she fell into a deep, almost comatose sleep,
her dreams filled with the horror that her life had become...of Worf exploding
when he found out her deception...and Will coming to rescue her, one day,
Five days later...
Docked at Starbase 212 on the Klingon border, several members of the Enterprise wandered amongst the people. The majority of the visitors being Klingons. Listening in on conversations, and joining in on the drinking binges, hoping that someone, eventually would let slip on the whereabouts of the fugitive Worf, and the kidnapped Federation woman.
Having had no luck at all, Picard had summoned all the crew back on board. Discussions between the senior crew had concluded and a decision had been made to go back and sweep the star systems they had just left behind again. They knew that the Klingon ship could not hide forever. Eventually they surmised that they would probably 'accidently' bump into them, sooner or later.
As they prepared to leave the Starbase, the crew settled into their seats.
Picard had just relayed his order to the ensign and had risen his hand to
initiate the Engage signal, when an incoming call was registered.
'On screen, Ensign'
A Klingon that no one recognised appeared on the viewscreen in front of them.
After his initial surprise Picard asked what he could do for him,
The Klingon gruffly snarled, but not in an unfriendly manner,
'I think its more of a case of what I can do for you... I hear your looking
for Kurn's ship, the Hegh'ta?'
A buzz of excitement rippled through the bridge crew. Both Will and the
captain came to an expectant stand,
'You have some information about its whereabouts?
The stranger smiled as only a Klingon could smile,
'I hear tomorrow its making a stop at a space station in the Gamma Eridon
star system...Seems they have a humanoid on board that needs medical
As he let the mixture of shock, relief and desperation filter through the
Enterprise's crew, he continued
'As you know Klingon Warships don't have any medical facilities, it is the
Klingon custom to either recover without help, or die like a true warrior. She
must be a valuable commodity to warrant a visit to a station for help'
Picard hurridly uttered his heartfelt thanks, eager to end the conversation
and be on there way to get to their missed, and much loved, shipmate, but his
manners reminded him to offer the man any service he might require anytime in
the future. The Klingon stranger acknowledged him with a curt nod, and the
viewscreen blinked back to it's original black state.
A sense of urgency now fluttered throughout the bridge. Picard looked to
Will. The man purely radiated his concern for Deanna, and now Picard understood
how strong the bond was between his two closest friends.
He envied them, but also knew the great burden that came with being
connected, a concept that both thrilled and frightened him. To feel the anguish
that Will was feeling, and no doubt Deanna too, he often wondered at the
strength it entailed to take on such a feat. If only he could feel like that...
he shook himself out of his reverie, and barked out his command,
'Ensign, take us out of here. Set course to the Gamma Eridon system, warp
As the big starship silently and effortlessly backed up, turned about and
pulled away, the crew of the Enterprise D did their own turnabout. The last
surge of expectant hope had finally become a reality as the engines kicked into
warp speed in the blink of an eye. Now they just hoped and prayed that when they
got to her, that they were not too late.
As they entered the vast Klingon space, Picard ordered engines to come to a
full stop. They knew that Kurn's ship would not dock at the outpost, but more
likely keep within the vicinity and transport directly to the base.
Will and Picard came to a stand as the ship hovered silently in the vast open
space, broken only by distant stars and nebula's. All eyes were intent on the
giant viewscreen before them, an eerie silence fell over the bridge as they
The helmsman jumped when picard finally spoke,
'Mr Data, can you find anything out there?'
Will found himself holding his breath, his heart in his throat as he waited
for his answer
'Aye sir...I have found a slight plasma stream trace. Searching for space
variations to indicate a cloaked ship sir...'
Will staggered forward reaching out to steady himself on the helmsmans chair,
his gasp audible,
Picard reached over to touch his arm,
'Number one...Will, what is it? Can you sense Counselor Troi?'
Will concentrated hard, the Captain watched the young man's face fall into a
trance like state. Tiny dots of perspiration collected on his brow. His
breathing becoming irregular,
'Will!...Talk to me, damn it!...'
He watched as his eyes opened. Never before had he seen his first officer in
this state of mind before. It frightened him as he nervously asked him with an
awful sense of dread,
Will's voice barely whispered his reply, barely managing to keep the wave of
nausea that threatened to invade him,
'She's alive...Just, she's still on board, but she's very weak sir, I keep
losing her, I think she's slipping in and out of conciousness'
Data reminded them all at that point something that they already knew,
'Sir, we cannot beam Counselor Troi from the Klingon ship whilst it has its
cloaking device activated. May I suggest we hail them, maybe we can call on
their... better nature sir.'
They all looked at him as if he were mad, but then they began to question the
statement, maybe it could work,
Picard made up his mind, and turned to the ensign that poignantly stood in
'Ensign, hail the Hegh'ta'
A few moments passed, and to everyone's astonishment Worf's face appeared on
the viewscreen, his head held high, his eyes revealing his betrayal.
But before one word was spoken, a torrent of rage exploded from the depths of
'YOU BASTARD! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER...I'LL KILL YOU, YOU SON OF A
Ferocity poured from the distraught man. Picard grabbed at his arm, barking
out his command,
'Enough Commander Riker...Let's hear what he has to say for himself...'
Worf looked shamefacidly at Will. Will bubbled with hatred. His hands
clenching into fists as he tried to gain control of himself.
Worf looked back to Picard, common sense telling him to ignore Will in case
he flew of the handle again,
'Deanna is ill...'
Picard glanced at Will, then back to Worf,
'Do you know what is wrong with her?'
He shook his head, his embarrasement clear as he explained'
'I do not know sir...but I do fear for her life, which is why I decided that
she needed to come back to you. We do not have the faciIities to treat her
and... although I have not actually seen her since we came on board...I have
heard her screams...'
Will's carefully held on rage, erupted in a cry that would have put any
triumphant Klingon's roar to shame,
'You Animals!...Drop your cloaking device...NOW!...transporter room... lock
onto Counselor Troi on the Klingon vessel and beam her directly to sickbay...
Sickbay, prepare for medical emergency...'
And after one last venomous look at the man who nearly destroyed his Imzadi's
life, he turned and walked off the bridge. His only thought was to be with her,
for her, for as long as she needed him...
Picard watched Will's retreating figure walk away from him, wishing that he
could follow, if only to offer support to whatever laid ahead. But with a sigh,
he had to turn back and face the man who had betrayed him, his colleagues, and
worst of all, himself...
Worf knew that it was no use running, he had to take whatever Starfleet had
to throw at him, he had acted dishonourably, and was now ready to face his
punishment. He barely registered his former Captain speaking to him until he
heard the word 'brig', and before he had a chance to react, he felt his body
disolve into a trillion particles, only to reform inside the Enterprise D's
maximum security cell.
After a brief word with Kurn, who apologised for his brother's behaviour,
Picard ended the transmition, ordered his own ship back to Federation space and
headed for the sickbay, anxious to see first hand what tragedy awaited him...
Will entered sickbay to total bedlam. He could see Deanna on the bio-bed, she
was clearly unconcious. He tried to approach her but found himself against the
solid form of Beverly,
'Not now Will, Please...let us stabilise her first, then I will call you ...I
She shoved him into her office, her eyes welling up at the sight of the
tear-stained face of the man who desperately wanted to hold the very sick woman
within his embrace. Beverly knew that they needed to be together so that he
could transfer his energy and love, to her. But right now, at this minute,
Deanna needed her medical expertise and there was nothing he could do.
She hurried back to her patient, glancing quickly back to Will, his face
ravaged from lack of a lot of sleep, a whole months worth. And grief, but even
through all that, she could see he was trying to get into Deanna's mind to help
her in the only way he knew how.
The next two hours seemed like the longest Will had ever lived. He had
watched with horror as twice the medical team had applied the heart stimulators,
when dispite his efforts, and Beverly's, she had given up, only to be brought
back with a shock that made Will's own heart feel like it had leapt out of his
own chest. And everywhere he looked, all he could see where bloodied lumps of
swabs. Where she was bleeding from, he did not dare guess.
Picard had quietly joined his vigil. No one saying anything. Nothing needing
to be said....Eventually Beverly made her way towards them both, her hands
rubbing over her face. She wasn't sure if she was rubbing away the fatigue that
ravaged her whole body, or the horrors of the past two hours as she battled to
save her best friend...
As she stood in front of the two men and looked into their expectant faces,
she managed a small smile,
'We have finally managed to stabilise her. She's lost a lot of blood, and
we've cleared up the worst of the infection that was poisoning her system,
that's why she had two cardiac arrests... and we've got her fever down to a more
acceptable level...She's not out of the woods yet, but...I think she will pull
through, given time...'
Will hated to ask, but he could not stop himself,
'Bev...What about the baby...?'
'Its gone Will, that's why she was so ill...She must have miscarried, but
she's had no help to deal with the haemorrhaging after. She's also very
malnourished, very dehydrated, and mentally...well...I think the only way she
managed to get through this whole deal, was to shut her mind down...but, with a
lot of time, and help from her friends, she should make a full recovery,'
Will stood up straight, a new determined air blazed in his eyes. It was time
to make some changes in his life, and here was where he started,
'I am here for her Beverly... From now on, I will always be here for her...forever'
He made his way around the stunned Captain and Doctor, his stride purposeful
as he made his way over to the woman who had become the main focus of his entire
life. He had let her go once, he was never going to let her go again. He had
finally found his purpose in life...
His breath caught in his throat as he looked down at his beloved Deanna. Her
beautiful face was gaunt, even with the flush of the remaining fever he could
see she was deathly pale. He picked up her tiny hand, it felt so cold that he
unconciously rubbed it as he clutched it to his chest, which had begun to heave
with his own sobs,
'I let you down Imzadi, I am so...sorry...I wish I could have been man enough
to have taken you on all those years ago, I know I could have found a way,
Please forgive me Dee...I love you,..'
He felt her finger move slightly, just enough to let him know she had heard.
He opened up his mind to let her in. His heart swelled when he heard her manage
'I love you Imzadi...I'm so glad to be home...'
He choked on the sob that rose within him. He managed to pull over the nearby
chair without letting go of her hand, and as he settled his head near her
shoulder, both felt a peace that had been missing for a long, long time...
Beverly and Picard watched from her office, tears ran unchecked down her face
as she watched the two lost souls reunite, and as she turned her watery smile to
the man beside her, she heard him sniff, and knew that he had been moved by the
scene that unfolded before him. She gently took his arm and led him out of
sickbay, leaving the couple alone to begin their own healing process...
Deanna took nearly a week to get over her physical problems. Beverly had refused to release her until she had gained all her lost weight, much to Deanna's despair. Insisting that she had been overweight in the first place! Not by Beverly's standards she wasn't and refused point blank to be swayed until she had gained every last ounce!
Deanna's mind had been a different matter altogether. She desperately grieved
for her lost baby, but Will made her talk whether she wanted to or not. After he
had heard how she had to dispose of the baby, one of the things that he insisted
she do, because he firmly believed it would help, was to actually give the child
a name, and hold a proper memorial service, to say goodbye properly.
They did so the first day Deanna had left sickbay. Will had kept the service
in the chapel down to himself, Deanna, Beverly and the Captain, who held the
short, but sincere service. She had settled on the name Sammy. Deanna had not
known if the baby was male or female, so she chose a neutral name that would
suit either, and as a memorial, they planted one of Deanna's favourite flowers,
a blue rose, in the arboretum.
From then on, Deanna made progress. Slow, but a definite progress. Will was
her constant companion, and it was him who sat with her for hours on end.
Sometimes they talked, sometimes they cried... together, but mostly they sat in
silence, drawing on each others inner strength, and just knowing that Will was
there, with her, helped Deanna more than anything else.
In the early days of her recovery, Will had stayed with her day and night,
her nightmares had frequently resorted to blood curdling screams that shook him
to the very core. And night after night he had calmed her fears with gentle
caressess and had whispered endearments of love to her.
Somehow the need for a physical relationship got pushed to one side as the
emotional bond needed to be repaired long before that next step. Some months
later, Will had plucked up the courage to ask Beverly if Deanna had been
affected, 'that way', by the trauma she had experienced. Beverly had assured
him, that there was absolutely nothing wrong with her physically, but
emotionally, only Deanna knew when the time was right...
That day finally arrived as the two of them were slumped on her sofa. In
there usual reflective quiet position, Will's hand loosly held her hand upon his
stomach, as her head lay against his huge shoulder. He felt her mind change
gear, and he felt his own grow pensive as he waited for whatever question she
was going to throw at him. Will stared at the top of her head with some surprise
when it finally did come...
'Will...Imzadi... I've been thinking about this a lot...Can we have a baby of
Will pulled himself up so that he could turn to look at her,
'Deanna...your not ready for another baby just yet, you need a little more
She felt her hopes rise a little when she realised that he had not refused,
'Do you mean you will consider having a baby with me Will?'
His smile warmed her heart as he reached out and gently caressed her face.
His voice lowered to get the sincerity of his words across
'Oh Deanna... If only you knew how much I want to have a babies with you...'
He leaned forward to kiss her tenderly on the lips. Deanna's hand crept up
behind his head to pull him closer to deepen the kiss. Both groaned as their
bodies reacted to the intimate longings that finally came out from the depths of
their being that had been keeping them safe until they were both ready. Wave
after wave of desire coursed through their bodies, until they both came up
gasping for air...
Deanna pushed Will off so that she could move her position, and within
seconds had planted herself firmly on her knees, across his lap. Her fingers
played with the threatening curls that sprouted whenever he was near due for a
haircut. She looked deep into his now passion filled eyes, that mirrored her own
rich chocolate pools of desire,
'What's stopping you Will?...'
He looked at her for a long moment, until that famous Riker grin suddenly
sprung across his face
'Well... nothing I suppose...'
With his head firmly clasped within her tiny hands, she placed gentle kisses
on every part of his face. Every kiss built up Will's desire to fever pitch, and
as she sunk her tongue into his mouth, all sense and reasoning went out of the
porthole. Will's thoughts battled between wanting to get so deep inside her, he
thought he would die, to trying to be gentle with her in case she broke in
As they began to explore each other's bodies, the same thoughts went through
their minds. After years of longing, teasing, and testing on other subjects,
they had at last, come full circle. This is where they wanted to be. This is
where they belonged...together. It was time to stop playing with each other. It
was time to take a chance. Now it was time to make a commitment.
When they finally broke the embrace, both were grinning, amazed at what they
Both sorry that they had.
'My god...I didn't realise it would still be like that'
Deanna chuckled seductively,
'That's just the beginning Imzadi... I'm ready to take the chance to see it
through to the end ...Are you?...'
And without a shadow of a doubt, Will knew he was...