Author:
D. Destiny
Pairing:
read and find out :p
Rating:
Not sure yet...
Timeframe:
Post All Good Things..., no notion taken of the movies.
Author's
Note:
uhm...have fun?
Disclaimer:
Do I have to? *Pouting* Alright, I'll give them back. They weren't mine
to begin with and they'll never be. But can't I borrow them for say...the rest
of my life?
Reviews:
Oh yes please!!!
~Connection
Sealed~
Several
heads turned towards the doors as they slid open to grant another guest access
to the party thrown at the Starfleet Embassy on Betazed. Most of the heads
turned almost immediately back when recognizing the human that walked through,
but some remained facing the man and sized him
up.
His
body was well-formed and the clothes he wore accentuated his well developed
muscles. The blue, loose-fitting shirt revealed part of his hairy chest and the
black pants fit tightly around his bottom, but
loosely around his, undoubtedly, well-shaped,
legs. His skin was tanned and fair. His face was dominated by a brown beard that
showed a few strands of grey.
Piercing
sapphire blue eyes scanned
his surroundings, but did not notice the looks
he received from several ladies in his proximity. For he
was looking for one lady in particular, one that he knew would not be there.
Suppressing his disappointment, he flashed each
of his admirers a boyish grin and walked up to
his friends standing by one of the view ports.
The
large room was filled with Starfleet officers and Betazoids. Not many
crewmembers of the Enterprise had opted to beam down; most humans were still
uncomfortable around telepaths.
"Will?
Are you alright?" Confused, he looked at
the woman in front of him. Her floor-length white evening gown hugged her frame
at all the right places and had a sexy slit up to mid thigh. A sparkling
Orion-eye hung between her collar bones and a similar stone hung an inch below
each ear.
"Why
shouldn't I be?" She shared a meaningful look with the bald man at
her side and turned back to him.
"Well,
I don't see a drop-dead-gorgeous lady at your side for one." Grinning she
slapped his arm. In return, he flashed her a
smirk.
"Hmm,
yes. Well Leya couldn't make it. Someone has to keep this ship running after
all." Leya was his date for almost six months now. Strikingly beautiful;
green, expressive eyes, reddish-brown hair, about 6'1 and a perfect figure.
Lieutenant-Commander in rank and assigned to Engineering as LaForge's assistant.
Quick-witted, charming and friendly...and, unfortunately, on duty right now. He
had started seeing her about four weeks after Deanna and Worf had started their relationship.
"And
you couldn't fix another date?" Looking into Beverly's twinkling eyes he
smiled and shook his head.
"Unlike
you, I see." Her eyes widened and she was
too late to stop herself from glancing at Jean-Luc.
"Will!"
He raised his eyebrows and couldn't help but tease her when he saw her cheeks
redden.
"Why,
why are you *blushing* Doc?" With a glare,
she warned him not to push the issue, and
raising his hand up in the air, he relented.
Jean-Luc turned around and seemed to scan the area around his First Officer for
any sign of an escort. When he found none,
a frown crossed his face and he opened his mouth to make a comment. Will,
however interjected.
"Leya's
on duty."
"Oh.
Well, glad you could make it Commander." Hadn't he known better,
he would have thought he'd seen a smirk cross Picard's face. Data, Geordi
and, Geordi's date Sarah, joined them. Geordi
flashed him a ear-to-ear grin, not bothering to even ask why he was alone, while
Sarah on her part, threw him a pitiful look and
hit her date against his chest.
"Is
he keeping Leya for himself again?" Pouting Riker looked at the floor.
"Oh, poor you." The blonde smiled just as widely as Geordi.
"Well, I have something to cheer you up. Deanna promised to get her off
duty. With a bit of luck she'll walk through those doors any moment now."
His head snapped up in surprise. He didn't know whether to be happy or worried.
Deanna and Sarah were good friends, Sarah and Leya were good friends and it
hadn't been long before Leya and Deanna had become friends as well; just his
luck.
"Great!"
He thought he sounded enthusiastic enough, but the look in Crusher's eyes told
him otherwise. Fortunately Sarah hadn't noticed it and happily continued
talking. His eyes searched the ballroom once
again and he realized that Deanna indeed wasn't present.
It
was very unlike her not to show up on these kind of events. The opportunities to
spend an evening among friends without having to fully shield her mind were rare
and she usually enjoyed every second of such nights. And now they were also on
Betazed, the more reason for her to show up. He wondered what was keeping her
tonight. Lwaxana wouldn't be arriving for a couple of hours so she couldn't be
the reason of her daughter's absence.
"I
haven't seen Deanna..." He didn't finish knowing that Beverly would be more
than helpful to answer. She refused to give up in her matchmaking scheme and was
still fully convinced that he and Deanna belonged together. Well he wasn't so
sure anymore. They'd been friends for so long now. Granted that they'd
occasionally overstepped the line between 'just friends' and lovers but
basically 'just friends' had been all they were to each other. At least that's
what he thought.
When
Deanna had started seeing Worf he'd been furious, surprised and jealous. But
most of all he'd been scared. His pride,
however, had prevented him from telling her the
truth. And in some kind of reply to her relation,
he started seeing Leya. He loved Leya, he did. He loved the twinkle in her eyes,
her smile, her sense of humour. He loved Leya...but he worshipped Deanna.
"She
said she wasn't feeling very well and would remain in her quarters
tonight."
"Oh,"
was all the response he could think of. Deanna and Worf
had broken up after less than six weeks; the differences between them had been
too great. Or so she had confided in him. He felt guilty; when she'd been seeing
Worf he had avoided her. Not for her sake or
Worf's, but for his own.
Not
because he was hurting or because he was jealous,
but for the simple reason that he was angry. Angry at his Imzadi for starting a
relationship with someone else. But Deanna hadn't turned away from him, not when
she was seeing Worf and not when he was seeing Leya. As always,
she understood.
She
was hurting though, he could tell. Oh, she'd laugh with him, she'd make jokes
and she'd talk, but she was hurting. He saw that every damn time he looked into
her dark eyes. Although Deanna tried to keep contact,
he didn't. He spent more and more time with Leya,
and after two months he and Deanna no longer had late night dinners together
and they rarely shared lunch anymore.
The only times they'd see each other off duty was during poker
games, crew evaluations or evenings like this one. Of course Beverly had
lectured him about his behaviour, as had Sarah and even Leya,
but dammit! he wanted Deanna to hurt just as badly as he had when she was seeing
Worf.
"Ah,
look who we have there!" Sarah's bright voice pulled him back to reality
and he spun towards the doors with only one person on his mind. Deanna. The
woman walked directly to him. Softly he whispered her name. "Leya."
She wore a floor-length, deep blue evening gown. Similar to Beverly's on this
one was a bit more decorated and strapless and made Leya look absolutely
drop-dead-gorgeous. And he wasn't the only one who noticed. Several pair of eyes
followed her inch by inch as she made her way towards him.
"You
look breath-taking."
"Well,
thank you, handsome." They shared a tender
kiss before he allowed her to pass him and go to Sarah and Beverly. He watched
her in awe until his Captain told him to close his mouth. Blushing, yes
*blushing* he forced himself to keep his attention on the conversation.
Every
once in a while however he stole a look at Leya. The dress fit
her perfectly and was so...her. If that was indeed so, then why was he trying to
imagine how Deanna would look in that dress? Why was he thinking about Deanna at
all? Why had he been thinking and dreaming about her practically 24/7 the past
two weeks? Shaking his head, he focussed on the
conversation they were holding once more, every now and then glancing around to
see whether Deanna had decided to show up after all.
"Well,
well, just look who we have here!" The voice from behind him sounded
somewhat familiar, but he couldn't place it, until he turned around. He
recognized the blond woman immediately when he saw her face.
"Chandra!
What a pleasure to see you again!" His enthusiasm was genuine, it had been
ages since he's seen the Betazoid. She hugged him and gently kissed his cheek.
"My,
my Commander William T. Riker; you haven't changed a bit. Well, maybe except for
a *bit* of hair." Everyone who had heard her comment started laughing.
"And
you are just as beautiful as the day I met you."
"You
just say that to all the ladies."
"That's
not true." He replied quickly, too quickly.
"Well,
you've told me, Deanna, Lwaxana, my mother and I'm pretty sure you told Leya at
least once as well." Quickly exchanged a glance with his date he corrected
himself.
"Okay,
but I only say when I mean it. And I've never said it
to Deanna." Searching
his eyes, Chandra smiled tenderly. She heard his mind telling him that he
always told Deanna she looked even more beautiful than before and wondered why
the two weren’t together. Surely Deanna would sense his emotions.
"You're
right. I'm sorry. So, are you going to introduce me to your friends or
what?" He had totally forgotten their presence.
"Oh,
my apologies. Captain Picard, Beverly, Leya, Geordi, Sarah and Data," he
dutifully pointed at each of his friends although he was sure that Chandra
already knew who they were. "This is Chandra Xerx, Daughter of the..."
"William!"
"All
right, sorry. Chandra Xerx, Deanna's best friend." The thoughtful look in
Beverly's eyes was one he'd rather not see. But there was nothing he could do
about it.
"Wait
a minute. Wasn't it at your wedding that Will and Deanna met?" He cursed
the mischievous twinkles in Beverly's eyes when she asked the question.
"Yes
it was. Though I admit no one would've guessed they'd end up like this."
Her laughter was contagious and had soon spread throughout the group. Only Will
was unaffected but only Chandra knew that. She
squeezed his hand gently, excused herself, and left to welcome other
guests.
Becoming
bored, he took Leya's hand and guided her to
the dance floor. They danced for a while, got a drink and joined the others
again. But still his mind was on Deanna and
still he couldn't concentrate on anything he was doing. Images of old memories
flashed through his mind, distant voices floated through his head and feelings
of a lifetime ago poured into his heart.
What
was going on? Why was he feelings all this again after so many years? What had
changed? Fortunately, he was able to mask his
inner turmoil from his friends and even from
Leya, because he wasn't sure how he'd react if any
of them would start asking questions.
The
rest of the evening went by slowly, too slowly. Each minute seemed an eternity
and each eternity was filled with thoughts, memories and images of her. His
Imzadi. He was about to excuse himself when something caught his eye. Or rather
someone. And not only his eyes, but the eyes of pretty much everyone in the
room.
There,
on the threshold, no more than twenty meters away stood the most beautiful
creature he'd ever seen. Compared to drop-dead-gorgeous-Leya hours ago,
this woman was beautiful beyond description. It was like comparing a piece of
simple glass to a perfect diamond, and that
didn't even begin to do her justice.
Her
hair was loose and the black silk curls reached down to the small of her back.
Dozens of tiny, silver drops had been placed through out her hair and she wore
the Fifth House Tiara. Around her neck was a triangle shaped, solid, white gold,
necklace, the point ending just above the beginning of her dress. A square was
cut out the middle of the necklace and in the hole
created, hung a huge eye-catching fire-diamond.
Her
dress was blood-red and very low-cut, after all, they were on Betazed. The
bodice clung around her and left absolutely nothing to the
imagination. The skirt was wide and covered with tiny red stones. Her
milky skin was in perfect contrast with her dress. On each hand she wore a simple
silver ring and on each wrist hung a silver bracelet.
His
eyes focussed on her face; her lips had the same colour as her dress and her
dark eyes seemed larger than usual by the make-up she had used. When their eyes
locked, he released the breath he'd been
holding ever since he'd laid eyes on her. As
she began to walk up to him, he noticed that
with every step she took, the high slit revealed her well-shaped leg and the red
high heeled shoes she was wearing.
While
walking up to him, she was constantly stopped
by other guests. All of them offering her a dance or a drink. And with each
contact between her and one of her admirers, he
felt a stab of jealousy. Finally she was able to walk a few meters without
getting interrupted. She had her chin slightly raised and presented herself,
quite obviously,
as the 'Daughter of the Fifth House of
Betazed'.
Far,
far away he heard a familiar voice whisper just how gorgeous his Imzadi was. But
he didn't react, his gaze aimed at her face, impatiently awaiting the chance to
lock on her eyes. In the corner of his
eye he saw several Betazoids lock their gazes on him.
He realized he was broadcasting his emotions rather clear, but he didn't
care. All he cared about was meeting her eyes.
About
five meters in front of him, Deanna stood
still. His breath staggered in his throat as her eyes locked on his. Blue met
black. His thoughts vanished and he saw nothing but Her.
~*+*~
Although
she appeared to be calm and at ease on the outside, very much the opposite was
true. Her heart was racing in her chest and the adrenaline was racing through
her veins. She had no clue how she would react when she'd come face to face with
Will Riker, her best friend, her Imzadi. She was hurt by the distance between
them he had created, a little angered as
well, but she also felt guilty.
She
raised her eyes, searching his. Black met Blue.
And all her questions and uncertainty disappeared. She loved him. Pushing past
her own emotions she tried to get a reading of his. As his emotions poured into
her, she gasped. Love, admiration, guilt, hurt
and adoration radiated from him.
The
entire room went silent, and throughout the
room couples took each other's hands and watched the couple near the huge
window. Realizing that Deanna was probing him,
Will cleared his mind and opened the door to his soul. Abruptly he felt her
everywhere at once; the connection was established.
They
savoured each other's very soul, still holding the other's eyes. Hesitantly she
took a step towards him, and another, and a third. Until they were barely an
inch apart. ~Imzadi~ The endearment rang through his mind and settled in his
soul.
He
had almost forgotten what it felt to like be linked like this. In fact, he
realized, it felt way more incredible than he remembered. Maybe because there
were so many Betazoids around them, but most likely because both had matured and
through their years of friendship, the bond had
strengthened.
Deanna's
eyes widened; the bond was so strong! Much stronger than she remembered, much
stronger than she'd ever thought possible. But it was there,
and it was impossible to deny or ignore. ~Imzadi~ The endearment rang
through her mind clearer than it ever had. She realized that their bond had
entered a new stage and that it could not be buried again. The question remained,
how would they deal with it? Will answered her thought by cupping her face in
his hands and tenderly brushing his lips over hers.
~I
*love* you Imzadi. Here, now, always and forever.~ And she smiled, speechless
she threw her slender arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
~I
love you too, Imzadi. With all my being.~
Around them people started clapping, bringing the couple out the daze they'd
been in. Somewhat embarrassed, they glanced
around them; not sure what to do next.
"Dance
with me." Deanna raised her eyes, wanting nothing more to than to accept.
"Leya."
The wave of guilt that emanated from him made her sway a little and she was
grateful that no one noticed. With his eyes lowered he turned around, but before
he could even begin to apologize she cut him off.
"Go
on! You where never really mine. I knew that from the beginning."
~Promise
her the last dance.~ Deanna smiled as she sensed his frown.
"Thank
you, Leya. But promise me one thing; dance the
last dance with me." Smiling she nodded and as Will turned his back to her,
she winked at Troi. "Well that went well." He softly murmured while
guiding his Imzadi to the dance floor.
~She's
hurt. But yes, she'll manage.~ Will was surprised to find out that Deanna was
actually sad. ~Of course I am Will. She's my friend and I don't like seeing her
hurt.~ Mentally he nodded. Having reached the dance floor he pulled her close to
him and wrapped his arms around her tiny waist. Deanna sighed contently as she
rested her head against his broad torso.
Together
they danced on the rhythm of their combined souls, not noticing that all the
other couples had left the floor and watched them silently.
~Congratulations,
Little One, it is about time.~ Again Deanna
sighed, only this time of annoyance rather than content. She realized her mother
must have picked up her and Will's emotions when she'd approached the Embassy.
~Nonsense Dear, the reaffirmation of your bond could be sensed
practically on the entire planet.~ Startled,
Deanna brusquely lifted her head up, but just as quickly Will placed his hand in
her hair and gently pulled her back.
"Let's
worry about that later, shall we? It's been too
long since I've held you like this." To strengthen his words he pulled her
even closer. They danced together for what seemed an eternity,
but might as well have been only a second. Eventually other couples joined them.
Suddenly Deanna sensed...something from Will. Quizzically,
she looked up and met her Imzadi's eyes. "What is that?"
"What?"
Unable to explain aloud she sent the sensation
she'd felt back to him. A tender smile crossed his face.
"That
is an old Earth song that's been playing through my mind ever since I laid eyes
on you tonight."
"Will
you sing it to me?" Not sure how to take her request,
he searched her eyes. Only to find that he couldn't possible deny her anything
when she looked like she did at that particular moment.
Without
releasing her, he motioned Data to approach
them. He whispered something in the android's ear and then returned his full
attention to his dance partner once again; keeping part of his mind closed to
her.
His
love and adoration enveloped her and made her forget what just happened. They
danced like that for another five minutes when suddenly the style of music
changed. A bit reluctant Deanna raised her head and met his eyes. In her head
she heard his soft baritone voice.
~
I've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight ~
~ never seen you shine so bright ~
She
felt his love as if it was her own, and she
realized it was. She focussed her attention on his voice.
~
never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance ~
~ looking for a little romance ~
~ they don't have a chance ~
~ I have never seen the dress your wearing or the highlights in your hair
~
~ they catch your eyes ~
~ I have been blind ~
Will
pulled his Imzadi closer against him and ran a gentle hand through her hair. He
was, for the first time in months, truly content.
~
lady in red ~
~ is dancing with me ~
~ cheek to cheek ~
~ there's nobody here ~
~ it's just you and me ~
~ it's where I wanna be ~
~ and I hardly know ~
~ this beauty by my side ~
~ I'll never forget ~
~ the way you look tonight ~
The
song was intoxicating for both of them. And while they were in each other's arms,
slowly dancing to the music, the galaxy
could've exploded around them and they wouldn't have noticed. All they were
aware of was the music, Will's voice and each other's love. In that moment Will
realized that was all he needed. Finally he had come home.
~
I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight ~
~ never seen you shine so bright ~
~ you were amazing ~
~ never seen so many people wanna be there by you side ~
~ and when you turned to me and smile ~
~ you took my breath away ~
~ I have never had such a feeling ~
~ such a feeling of complete and utter love ~
~ as I do tonight ~
All
the other people in the room had grown silent again and watched the couple. For
the Betazoids, the process they witnessed was
almost sacred. Will and Deanna were completing their bond without even realizing
it. But already their bond was stronger than any of the Betazoids had ever heard
of and the process still continued.
The
non-telepaths had also realized there was something special happening between
the two officers and they picked up on the silent communication between the two.
Leya wiped a single tear away and smiled at Data who was witnessing the event
with his usual curiosity. Geordi's arm slipped around Sarah's waist and pulled
her close.
And
under the influence of the intoxicating sphere,
Beverly and Jean-Luc joined their hands and shared a long look. Throughout the
planet, Betazoids experienced a feeling of
love, peace and tranquillity, and took their
loved ones in their arms. At the Embassy,
Chandra and Teb hugged each other tightly while a few feet at their side,
Lwaxana Troi cried of pure joy.
~
lady in red ~
~ is dancing with me ~
~ cheek to cheek ~
~ there's nobody here ~
~ it's just you and me ~
~ it's where I wanna be ~
~ and I hardly know ~
~ this beauty by my side ~
~ I'll never forget ~
~ the way you look tonight ~
~ I never will forget ~
~ the way you look tonight ~
The
music slowed and grew gradually softer, indicating the end of the song. Deanna
raised her dark eyes to meet the blue ones of her Imzadi. The tears that shone
in her eyes startled him, but quickly a gentle
brush of her mind reassured him. In those eyes, he knew now, lay his future.
Deanna felt his realization and acceptance and his intense feelings overwhelmed
her.
~
my lady in red ~
Thinking
the song was finished Deanna laid her head back against his broad chest,
but Will gently pushed her away and lifted her
head by a gentle finger under her chin. Once again their eyes locked, but this
time they looked right into the other's soul. And while Will send her all his
love, adoration, admiration and need through their link,
he whispered the last line to her aloud.
"I
love you"
Deanna's
tears fell as their lips met in a tender, loving kiss. Outside, high in the sky
a star exploded and it's light enveloped the Imzadi couple. Sealing the
connection between two reunited souls for always and forever. And only one
whispered word rang through the planet.
~~~Imzadi~~~
The
End
And,
whadda ya think? Was that sweet or what?! ;)